So as the one year mark of when things in my life began to go awry approaches, I have decided to put to use this blog which I have had for a little over a year and a half now. I have learned so much about myself and have filtered out ways of dealing that were detrimental (keeping everything to myself) and I have discovered ways of dealing that are healthier (talking to folks). Among the things that I have discovered to be healthier forms of dealing is blogging. With blogging (this is gonna be hard for me to explain, but here it goes) you are still talking....venting...releasing your feelings and emotions, yet you don't have to deal with the interruptions, non verbal judgement, or the actual individual...
With writing/blogging you place all of your emotions on paper (in this case the character box) and then you can go back and rearrange your thoughts to convey exactly what you mean. With people you can't do that. You can't take back words or erase something said and start over. Paper is more lenient I guess =]
For me blogging is not as public as Facebook , the people who may stumble upon my blog may do so in search of something relative to what I discuss (not too sure of what I will be posting yet) Basically they would not have discovered my blog because there is a link posted on my Facebook page or because I told them to come. So in the end even if my lovely niece is still my only follower I will still be happy with my decision to have started this blog because I would have still helped someone even if it was just myself =]
"Decision is a risk rooted in the courage of being free."
Paul Tillich
Paul Tillich